star behind the sky

One morning last September, I was sitting in front of the computer, surfing the internet, reading the blogs and was feeling angry at the article written by a famous Burmese blogger, when I saw her on the street walking toward the bus stop, and I started aware of my quick heart-beating. She was going to pass through under my house. I ran to the back window, looking forward with an excitement. A moment later, she appeared elegantly to my view - not noticing that someone was looking interestingly at her. Nice height. And great shape! She was wearing a blouse, a mini-skirt and a pair of one or two inches high-heel. She is different from the others in this country that she is always walking so gently, attracting all the people while the rest are rushing for their uncertainty.

I did feel shy for looking a girl passionately from the back - but somehow it was stubbornly refused to turn back till she disappeared from my sight. When I sat back, I could feel my warm and quick circulation twisting turning with several images of her. Several questions in my brain too. What is she doing? Where she is going to? Is she a Burmese or a girl born in this land? I got no answer and at the end, I did not want to do anything except carelessly laid down on the sofa, and was watching a Chinese martial art movie to get away every thought of her. Given the state of my situation loving, interesting or having a desire for a beautiful girl like her is totally imprudent as I am an ugly guy. Fortunately, or unfortunately, I never see her again at that place since then.

I saw it was 4 minutes, shown on the Station’s TV, to wait for the next train going to the east while I was walking up to the Station. I heard a voice calling my name and a guy was coming over to me quickly, and seemed happily. It was my friend migrated to this country nearly 1 year earlier than me - now he is settling in here with a good earning. After greeting each other with the big smiles, and friends-say-words, I noticed that a girl was standing after him, at a near distance. She was looking at us with curious and nearly smiling eyes. I took aback for a few seconds as she was the one giving me the dreams for days ago. I simply thought that I was going to be a lucky guy and all the destinies were helping well to me to see her again.


*[update for learning English: put some commas, dashes, semi-colons, colons, and little changes for better reading.
11Mar2009

(ကလားၿဖဴဘာသာၿဖင့္ေရးခ်င္လုိ ့ စိတ္ကူးေပါက္ရာ ေလွ်ာက္ေရးထာတာၿဖစ္သည္။)